His Plans are Perfect......

before executing i planned so vast,
i will do what i want.
going against the principles of prabhupada,
i forgot,i was on the wrong path.

i was trying to walk on macadam,
but i forgot who i am.
tried to be oversmart,
gave myself a heavy start.

plans started getting gaggled,
no effort was making worth.
i was taken aback how this occured
now wanted to make things abate,
unable i was to handle that.
suddenly i have just realised,
for all this bane,
who is behind.

he is the Supreme Personality of God,
stopping me for doing anything wrong.
still i was trying to control,
fool i was thinking i am the Lord.

finally things were not in hand,
then i remembered him known as Bhagwan.
he first taught me the lesson i forgot,
later He took charge of the thorny boulevard.

yes, he knew what had to be done,
made the scene like nothing had happened.
He is the controller i forgot,
what He planned,i would have
never thought.

He is the master He is the lord,
nobody can deny that there is God.
He is most intelligent one should know,
tear your plans and vigourously throw.

what the perfect plan He made,
made me realise how to take His hand.
making me sometimes fade,
but He gave the happy end.

i will never forget lesson i learnt,
will never touch fire as my hands are burnt.
through the blessigs and prayers of devotees,
i was saved at the right time of calamity.

i can never pay this debt,
whatever i have is now for them.
i wish i can serve them all my life,
now for them i can even put myself on the edge of knife.

mind is the greatest enemy if uncontrolled,
but the best friend if controlled.
dont think you can control this monkey,
wish to control then put this mind in feet of Hari.

i thank devotees with my full heart,
who gave their time keeping others things apart.
-your servant sourabh