Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Dedicated to the supreme lord.....



My faq-frequently (UN) answered questions to god.....


I thought for a little while,
Why adversities come to my life?
Why I behave like an imbecile?
Putting myself on the edge of knife.


Why my plans always fail?
Why my conditions remains prevail?
Even though I plan them so profound.
Why I feel so much bound?


Why always to struggle so hard?
Why to always walk on a thorny boulevard?
Why I always crave for that cares?
Why circumstances always harass?


Why I fear to mingle around?
Why I treat everyone on same ground?
Why I over-expect from people,
Then snub and give them trouble?


Why lord, days always change?
I want those moments to live again.
O almighty!
Who filled inside me so much rage?
Why I feel myself limited in a cage?


Why things appear so much dull?
When you will remove that hull?
When I’ll appreciate your glories?
When you will reveal all these queries?


The last wish I want to ask,
Just give me your mercy
Through your glance.


I know you are so kind,
Still my heart wants to find,
Answer these questions, for which I crave,
So that my faith remains grave.


You protected me from every fear,
Gave value to each of my tear.
I want to tell to everyone,
How much love you have showered upon,


When I was on the trial of time,
You were that person, who heard my cries,
You took care for me every time,
You gave me strength to fight.


I still wonder how I did all those things,
For me, those were beyond the limits.
I realized, I was just the instrument of yours,
It was you, who dealt with that time's acrid roar.

-servant of the servants of your servants

Sourabh

Sunday, August 14, 2011

NO, I AM NOT THE LIAR.........


friends I suggest you never lie to your dear one, this poetry reflects the same.........

I know that I have lost you,
from sepration my heart imbue.
still heart say a day will come,
soften will be ur heart of macadam.

I don't know what hurt u,
feelings of me were not subdue.
I told the truth first time,
thought to make normal,
I then liad.

I thought things will be again the same,
but felt guilt when I hurt you again.
I then confessed the truth,
but it was too much for the day.

I thought you were happy then,
but felt that I am hurting you once again,
then I tried to be succinct,
painstaking was then conversation too.

again again once again,
I was wrong,
made you to think more and more.
while trying to behave normal like,
palavered were my replies.

that was too much for you I know,
made tough to forget and think something new.
still I know that you too feel the same,
which I am feeling again and again....

- for my friend whom I lost due to a lie